The author spent Thanksgiving 2020 in an ICU battling COVID-19, an experience that profoundly changed his perspective on the holiday and life itself. Before falling ill, he already felt Thanksgiving was underappreciated, but his near-death encounter transformed this view.
He contracted the virus the week before Thanksgiving, initially experiencing mild symptoms that quickly worsened, leading to difficulty breathing and an ambulance ride to the hospital. Upon arrival, doctors inquired about his consent for a respirator, a prospect he found terrifying given the grim news reports about ventilators at the time.
He spent the following week in constant fear, struggling to sleep and experiencing a rapidly spiking fever requiring ice baths. The isolation of the COVID ward, with no visitors allowed, further amplified his distress.
His recovery was gradual, involving following medical advice to change positions and drinking plenty of fluids. The turning point, though he couldn't pinpoint an exact moment, was when food became appetizing again.
He recalls being particularly grateful for a meal of turkey and dressing, which he ate just hours before being discharged. This harrowing experience made him realize the profound importance of gratitude.
He acknowledges not deserving to survive more than others who died from COVID-19, but his survival instilled in him a deeper understanding that no day is guaranteed. He now feels he is living "with house money," not becoming reckless but more willing to pursue what he believes is right, even with significant risks.
This newfound appreciation for life and the simple act of giving thanks is a direct result of his 2020 Thanksgiving spent fighting for his life.
